the darkness

in the darkness,
all alone.
i hear voices inside my head,
i think i am going crazy,
someone please help me!
i am scared,
i dont know what to do.
than i see it,
a bright light ahead of me.
i go towards it.
i dont seem to be getting any closer to it,
i start running.
it is like i am not moving at all.
i start crying,
i am scared.
i dont know what to do.
collapsing on my knees,
pulling on my hair, crying out of fear.
i dont know what is  happening, i dont remember anything.
the more i struggle to remember, the harder it gets.
i start asking myself questions;
how did i get here?
what am i doing here?
the main one,
who am i?
i have no answer for any of them.
a wave of calm washes over me,
with more willpower, i climb back onto my feet.
taking a large beath in.
i see another light but it is more like a window,
i see these strange people shaking someone.
i go towards it , it is easier to get to than the first light.
as i get closer my memory comes back,
screaming,
blood, alot of blood.
more curious i start sprinting, shutting my eyes colliding  into the light.
my eyes slowly drift open, feeling heavy as if i have sleeping for ages.
i am surrounder by a bright room, with beeping machines around me.
looming over my head are familar faces,
the faces of those i love.
i feel safe around these people.
i never want to go back to that dark place ever again...